Yes it is, very disturbing, especially since it's a true story, Johnathan Davis can't play this song live 'cause when they tried he broke down on stage and had to leave.
And I should mention, just in case, I have just now gotten to read By The Sword and am only about a third of the way through right now, so be sure to use spoiler warning if you bring up anything about By The Sword please.
"And the rain will kill us all, we throw ourselves against the wall, but no else can see, the preservation of the martyr in me" - [B]Corey Taylor
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[/B]"I, am a worm before I am a man, I, was a creature before I could stand, I, will remember before I forget, before I forget this" - [B]Corey Taylor
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[/B]"Dead visions in your name, dead fingers in my veins, dead memories in my heart" - Corey Taylor